today's post will be basically conveying a message to a particular person. [siapa rasa dia lah orang tu, please read till the end]
ahaa.
so dont read if you couldnt understand.
;)

ive a feeling that this someone has read my blog.
because the day i posted this one entry, ive a feeling that this someone has been keeping his distance from me.
put it as his lah eh.
easier.
hurm.
ive no intention to be unkind but to be honest, my life has become better since the day youve been avoiding me.
lesser distraction.
more focus.

my honesty may hurt you but that's the truth.
im just a human being.
ive feelings too.
senang sayang orang.
and senang benci orang.
that's me.
adeh.
i dont like myself either.
i'll try to improve on that.

but after all, this is me.
i dont like to hide things.
i may be slightly secretive at times.
conceal certain things that i do.
because im afraid people will think bad of me.
i always have that kind of feeling.
afraid that people will think of me as this and that.
too much of thinking can be troublesome eh?
but i always go for telling the truth.
because i believe only honesty can solve problems.

so if this is the case, where youve actually read my last post, and you actually understand my situation, i really appreciate that.
really really.
cant be sorted out into words.
only God can repay your kindness.

ive seen your status in ym,fb and it seems like youre having a better life.
no more ----- is feeling very shitty.
haha.
oh im happy for you.
seriously.
as a friend, i dont feel good if my friend is in depression.
so since youve started to enjoy your life, that's a good news for me! ;)
well, that's all for now.
just to let you know, that im grateful to have you as my friend.
once again, thank you. =)

[i may misinterpret it. but that's what i felt. maybe kamu memang mahu menjauhkan diri. saya fikir lain. oh apa ni? craps. apa2 pun, just wanna thank you. peace~ ]